Unintentional hilarity

I love how my previous post almost makes it sound like I have a crush on Richard Horvitz. 'Cause not only does his name come after the tags, "crushes, feelings," but I was talking about "stalking" someone on a forum.

Now that I'm postively sure that the someone I was actually talking about has no idea where my blog is, I'll be blunt.

I was talking about a guy-friend of mine, Casey. Pretty much since I've met him, I've had a bit of a thing for him. I've come to the conclusion that he's not for me, it seems we keep disagreeing on some things. That may not seem like such a big deal, but in addition he has girls all over him. Girls are always falling for him and he's told me that he has four "wives". I know he's big on inside-jokes and stuff, but...

I guess I just realize that I shouldn't crush on someone who's not seriously considering me. I mean, why should I be seriously considering him if he's stated that he doesn't believe in "long-distance relationships." Pfft, we live in the same state and could probably see each other every week easily if we both commited to going to Madision to visit each other.

I think I'm coming off as a little angery, but I'm not. It's more like, I know I should get over him because nothing can and will ever happen, but I'm frustrated with myself that I ever had a thing for him. I wouldn't be in this mess if I had never toyed with the idea.

I guess such as life. I'm a stupid teenager, I shouldn't surprise myself so much when I make stupid mistakes. But I do anyway, apparently.

I caved into my fangirlish wants and started to write up an outline for my idea for an Invader Zim fanfic. I'm determined to try to make it as close as I possibly can to what a real Invader Zim episode would be like, based upon feel and characterization. I just don't want to write something highly unprobable, like Zim and Dib romance or Zim suicidal angst. It's amazing how easily I forgot the shortcomings of fandom, how people seem to have no concept of what their favorite characters truly are. Or have absolutely no concept of the world that these characters reside in.

Bleh. I could go on for practically forever, but for the sake of trying to remain brief, I'll stop. Tim, no pointing out the lack of brevity in my rant. I know that brevity is not exactly a strong point of mine. So...be nice? Please?