"It's like he's trying to speak to me, I know it."

I think I'm finally starting to listen to what God's been trying to tell me...

He's not the one for me. Yes, he's nice, smart, and amazingly intelligent...but almost every time I "stalk" him on that forum, I see him saying something I completely disagree with. It's like a red flag going off in my mind and I've been ignoring it up 'till now.

I love how incredibly blind teenage girls are when they are in love...and I was mocking myself, just to let those not familiar with my sense of humor/aren't reading my post in the tone I'm writing it in.

Now the fun part is to ignore my almighty hormones and stop flirting with this guy, stop entertaining ideas of things that will never be. Yay, I'm doomed!

I have to be going to the 4-H archery shoot soon. If I'm good, I'll get a white like I did last year. If I'm amazingly fantastic, I'll get a red. I'm rooting for getting a white, personally.

Speaking of 4-H, I came up with an idea. I'll keep it at this: It involves 4-H, Richard Horvitz, and me contacting our youth agent so I can figure out how to write a letter to Horvitz's agent.

...I was going to be vague about that and I ended up being oddly specific. Sometimes, I just fail at ambiguity.