Saturday, May 26, 2007

Lack of sleep messes with my personality.

So, here I am. The day after my new Church's Senior Banquet.

It was nice, but because of the bowling, I didn't get home until around 12:30 AM. Then I took a shower to get most of the hair spray out of my hair,'cause otherwise I would've woken up with an allergic reaction that would've probably thrown my immune system off.

I don't regret last night, it was fun. But when I'm tired, my personality seems to be off and it darkens a bit. A little more anti-social than normal, even with people I like...and I've been reading Invader Zim fanfics all day. The one I'm reading right now is about Zim getting addicted to a fictional drug.

If I wasn't in this mood, I probably wouldn't be reading it. I think normally wouldn't care for, "Someone messing with a characters personality and having them do something dumb like taking drugs." I could be wrong; I really don't know, I just now that I'm a bit off at the moment.

At least the author is good. I strongly disagree with some of her opinions (like her opinions on cutting, as seen in her fic about Gaz starting to cut as a way of couping with her confusion on the way to identifying herself as asexual). No matter, she's an excellent writer. She picks tough subjects and writes them well.

My arms hurt from bowling last night; I know this for a fact, because I mimicked the action of throwing a bowling ball with my right arm, and my arm goes into extreme pain. Well, maybe not extreme. Let me over-exaggerate, will you? I just know my arms are exceedingly sore. Damn muscle issues.

Back to reading that story. I just kinda wanted to relate that I get weird when I'm tired.

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